i just don't know when to shut up... I'm always making a mess of things..tonight should have been fun but now its awful.. he wont talk to me look at me...Grrr.. why am i such a jerk.  It was the dumbest argument in the history of the world and i just couldn't let it go and now the night i ruined  hopefully i will tun around because.. i don't like this i just wanna have a nice time with him....